Thinking
Was and is ther anything as taxing on the mental state as thinking?
Not just thinking about what your going to have for lunch, or what your going to buy next. Though those simple things do seems to tax the majority of the population.
Thinking about life, and about the past. Not being able to get past those things no matter what you do, just living with these things from day to day. No escape.
But I'm just jabbering, as usual. No real realization.


- posted by Catherine @ 8/28/2004 12:26:00 PM (0) comments

 
A lesson
I thought I realized this a while ago, but I guess I hadn't leared my leason quite yet. People are fickel and they will always leave you. As soon as they find someone better
and so I shall be allown
and thats ok
because thats the way its meant to be
...its weird cuz this always happens right when I get attached to someone.
but that'll teach me
to make friends
to think that I deserve to be liked
because there is always someone better
thats what happens when your on the bottom.

- posted by Catherine @ 8/25/2004 09:02:00 PM (0) comments

 
Friday
Just thought I would let you kow that friday has been preordained to be a day, or at least evening, of free reign.

fuck you all very much

HAVE A GOOD ONE!

- posted by Catherine @ 8/17/2004 10:05:00 AM (0) comments

 
on the edges of the light the dark encroaches
I go to sleep and I want to die
I wake up and I want to die
I walk around and I still want to die
I dream about my death
I dream about my dieing
I dream about what they would say
I think about who it would hurt
I think about what they would do
and what they wouldn't
I dream about them
I see them
on the edges of my vision

- posted by Catherine @ 8/06/2004 06:06:00 PM (0) comments