just this one thing
I need to do this one thing, just once. I need to reset.
- posted by Catherine @ 4/27/2005 10:57:00 PM (1) comments

 
Animal crackers
No one will understand exactly what that title means but me, which is alright I guess because I don't write in here for anyone else...

My minds ability to repress all bit the shadows of memory's, and somedays even those, is...interesting I guess. I haven't yet decided weather it is a good thing or bad thing. I mean I guess its good cuz I don't bug people with any of it, there's nothing to bitch about because honestly I can't remember dip shit all. Then again, its nice to be able to take a walk in your memory's and when there are huge chunks missing its kind of disconcerting, even annoying.

So I find my self occasionally taking a little trip into the past courtesy of my journals or things posted here on the internet. Scary though, even when I read over things written in my own journals there is often little to no emotional reaction.

I'm just jabbering.
bah, I'm all twitchy today and I don't know why...maybe the only way I react is in subtle physical things as opposed to emotional shit.

fuck it, I don't feel like thinking about it right now.
- posted by Catherine @ 4/25/2005 09:53:00 AM (0) comments

 
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I'm sad because one of the only people I've ever wanted to love, and have doesn't want to love me anymore.
- posted by Catherine @ 4/18/2005 10:50:00 PM (0) comments