wish
their cold and sharp and I wish that I had them
slice on those lines of tenshion and strip my skin off


- posted by Catherine @ 11/13/2004 09:25:00 PM (0) comments

 
can't find a distraction
there isn't anything that keeps my mind off of it now
and I find my truth

you hate it while your into it the first time...and then you quit only to lose that hate and find only the love for it and the need for it. ...and sometimes not ever for this perverbial 'it' I speak of, but to just do something that might help. Nothing else is helping now. Not hugs. Not being with people, not sitting and watching good movies, not even a break from class ( the same classes that I used to enjoy I now find so over whelming and stress filled I'm almost afraid to go)

and so adu, until next time


- posted by Catherine @ 11/01/2004 02:50:00 PM (0) comments