somehow, I tried to post this on the 16th but it didn't work so here it is now;
Cold and Sharp;
I really don’t know who reads this…I know Luke did, but I doubte anyone else from those circles. But if ‘you’ do please forgive me for my repetition of the facts and stories as this is what I do here and that’s that.

Well then…after my little disclaimer I guess I should get on with it. On the 3rd of this month two of my friends died in a car accident, Luke and Steph. They were driving home from their road trip in twilight and the rain. They drove off the road and as steph tried to get back on the road they were t-boned by on oncoming vehicle. Luke and Steph were found dead on the scene and their friend Amanda died in the hospital on the 5th. Lori, the soul survivor has but a concussion and I thank what gods may be for that.

I couldn’t believe it…the FC of Marilyn’s rez floor came to her door and said he had some bad news…there has been a death and that we were supposed to go and see another friend of ours for the news. The day that Marilyn and I had been waiting for for 4 months marred by something that no one could have stopped. I know that it’s no ones fault. Though some people are trying to blame the other driver I won’t do that, I’m sure they feel bad enough as it is. I mean, how do you get up in the morning knowing that if you had been 10 seconds earlier of 10 seconds later 3 teenagers about to get on with life would still be alive? I really hope that they’ll be ok too. I hope that everyone affected by this will be.

Marilyn and I are going to get tattoos…and some may think that creepy or wrong. Obviously I disagree. I just want something that I can touch that reminds me clearly about him. Something. Maybe people won’t understand that…I hope they’re not angry at me for it though, I couldn’t stand to be in more trouble than I’m already in. I hate it when people hate me. Especially when there is nothing I can do.

I don’t think I have anything else to say…it would just be jabber.
I hope no one gets angry for this…but if you do, remember that this is not directed towards you, just the void.

- posted by Catherine @ 9/25/2004 11:33:00 AM (0) comments