I feel like...
I have to punish myself for being such a fucking failure. Like no one else could ever scold me enough, no one could ever reassure me enough.

Like all that would help this feeling of impending doom is to do that thing that throws me farther into all of it.

What in the hell should I do?
- posted by Catherine @ 2/27/2005 06:56:00 PM (0) comments

 
Its weird
Why are we this way?

When people, or at least those people that I know, feel like crap, they don't tell the people around them. They think about it alone in the dark and just end up feeling worse. Their minds retaliate against them and they have to realase and no one to help, to talk to.

I don't know if it would help at all...I never feel better when I do
and think of this as fiction folks, no one is being spoken of here

honest
like, actually, really
- posted by Catherine @ 2/15/2005 07:59:00 PM (0) comments

 
*holds hands up to templs and screams*
This is what I want to do when you doute my love for you.

So I shall sit in silence with the knowledge that you will never come and break it.
- posted by Catherine @ 2/02/2005 04:00:00 PM (0) comments