Rejected
I was rejected this evening, by one of the most beautiful and kind guys on the face of the planet. For his girlfriend who still lives in the Ukraine...half a continent and ocean and europe away. He just moved like 3 months ago and I met him at safe walk, something that I volenteer for. This evening I decided to tell him that I liked him and that I was wondering if he liked me at all back. And it started off alright with; I like you also but, and there is always a but. But he's worried cuz he just moved here and doesn't know much about the culture and as a small side note has a girlfriend back home. Right...well that stings, kinda like hot needles in the eyes.
But I hope that he's still ok with us being friends, seeing as I cought my liking him in the eary stages and should be able to squash it easily.
I'm sad...even though I know I shouldn't be cuz theres another boy that seems to really like me. I'll find out how much tommorow. For anyone thats wondering thats what put the sense of urgancy into talking to Dennis; Benedict likes me and I didn't want to lead both of them on at the same time. Though they don't know about eachother.
I wish that I could wait for Dennis, cuz I really like him, but Ben is to nice of a guy to pass up.
My heart hurts...I hope its not breaking again

- posted by Catherine @ 10/25/2004 10:48:00 PM