weak
to weak to live?
and yet how it that I still walk around the living?
maybe thats exactly what it is then...walking around the living
even with recent events having occured I know that as always my head will hit the pilow and I will fall asleep with the one thought of 'I want to die' and when I wake up in the morning; I will wish that I didn't and I will have that thought circle again in my mind.
I cryed tonight.
I cryed into virgin arms...or at least they were to my plight
and I have never been so candid with an individual in so short a time.
I don't know if thats a good thing or a bad thing.
all I now is that we have to add another tick to the suicide tally
shitty eh?

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And as I sit here I can watch you throw it all away.
all of that potential to the wind
I could warn you as much as I like
I can plead my case until the end of the world
but you can't hear me
a sad fact
I guess I'm not screaming loud enough

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and this is the end my friend...for someone here
can't you feel the shift in the wind?


- posted by Catherine @ 10/30/2004 10:33:00 PM