banished
from the common area on 4 Mac, where Mar calles home and where we hang out. I guess there are people that just don't like us there. So far though all I've heard from people is anger that we've been kicked out.
It makes me sad...rather I was much sadder about it before but now I think I'm alright, a little peeved but ok. Mostly though I don't like that Topher didn't have the sand to come and talk to us himself.
I don't know...I clean and I bring a VCR for all the happy little kid-lets, I do anything that people ask me to with out question and yet there are still those people that don't like me. Its not for lack of trying to make friends thats for sure. I'm almost prepared to guve up on all of them but its really not in my nature so I can't really. I'm not going to take the VCR away and I'll still lend them all of my movies, I'm not going to be mean even though they have been. One day I need to be able to be mean though...perhaps. bah, I'm sure that I'm mean enough. I manage to hurt enough people...

Mostly I'm just sad that I've managed to make some people hate me...right when I thought I was actually starting to be a decent person


- posted by Catherine @ 1/07/2005 11:50:00 PM