how unfortunate
I don't care about what you guys say, or rather I do care, it just doesn't change what I think about this

For the past few days I've actually been eating and not worrying about it
how stupid of me, how absolutly horrible, what was I thinking? What am I thinking!?
I've gained...7lb's
thats no small number and I feel huge.
so, what am I going to do about this?
I really don't know
I shall watch what I eat more
and be more careful
more lists, it'll help
go and workout or swim...even though I can't really swim anymore
makes me wonder if I could ever really swim at all

I feel compleatly useless
and fat
so don't bug me about it
and don't try and talk me out of it
cuz its true

*shoots self*
- posted by Catherine @ 3/10/2005 10:39:00 AM